I've lost 2 brothers, one from a blood cancer, and the one that was closest to me in age, he dropped dead on the spot where he was standing from a massive Heart attack. My sister in-law saw him hit the ground, and he was dead by the time she could get to him. I have lost my oldest sister from liver cancer that was cause by colon cancer. But I have never experience the pain that I have suffered with everyday of my life since since my youngest daughter was found dead on her front porch, and a 24 hour day hasn't went by that I haven't cried over my daughter dying. No other pain from the loss of a family member has come close to the soul shaking pain that I still suffer with over that loss. Somebody pray for me bc my prayers just don't seem to ease the pain in my heart from my baby daughter being gone. She was at a young age of 41 when she died from a pancreatic hemorrhage, and the doctor don't know what caused it, or that's what he told me, and my grand daughter. Prayer for Bryan, Amen!!!

My heart goes out to you!
I lost a sister when I was 6..she was hit by a car and left in the hall in the Er with internal bleeding and ultimately bled to death before they realized what was going on.
I lost my mom when I was 16 to sudden liver failure.
I lost my nephew to a ruptured abdominalaneurysm in 2012..he was only 19.
But what I can relate to you with is loss of child.
My husband was shot and killed as an innocent bystander at a restaurant 5 years ago. He was a police officer but off duty that day..we were just out to eat. I'm a nurse and I tried to save him but couldn't. I thought he'd be ok because it was in his shoulder but the bullet tore through his esophagus, then the top of his heart and then into his lung. He bled out in 2 minutes from the tear in his aorta.
I was pregnant with twins at the time. Our babies were born early 5 weeks later at 25 weeks.
Iost my first son at 3 weeks old. The second one did well abd at 4 months old he was ready to come home. He had a bad reaction to a medication the day before discharge and died 3 days later.
I know I didn't get that time you had with your baby girl but the hole left in my soul...I felt your pain through your post.
I am new here but was compelled to register to let you know you're in my prayers. It is a pain like no other.
We had no other children so I lost my one shot at parenthood.
God bless you.