I wish you the very best in your future endeavors. I think you're making a mistake but probably the same one many of us would have also made at your age. This isn't the first time in life that you're going to learn that fair is where you ride the rides. Handle yourself with class as best you can, do no harm to others and do the best you can. Best wishes.
Side Note (because the OP mentioned it) - My dad used to lose his mind when one of us kids (there are 5 of us) used the word “fair”. If you wanted to see him go from zero to his head spinning off of his neck, all you had to say was, “that’s not fair”. As a consequence of that, it’s really rare for that word to come out of my mouth.