Got into work this morning just like any other normal day. My best work friend of the past 10 years who has never been late and has never missed a random day even when sick wasn’t there. Me and a couple of guys tried to get a hold of him no answer, knowing something wasn’t right went to check on him. When I got to his house just had a bad feeling in my stomach, knocked and knocked didn’t get an answer so I jumped his fence to go into his backyard when I got to the sliding glass door could see that he had hung himself. No warning signs, in ten years I’ve never even seen him raise his voice he was just the nicest man you’d ever meet. Still in complete shock and the emotions going from broken, angry, and guilty from not being there for him when he needed me the most I should’ve known. Probably not the place to post this but just got to get it out somewhere. Please keep his family in your prayers, he left behind a wife and two beautiful little girls.